The big moment has arrived! Lindsay Lohan’s candid sit down interview with Oprah Winfrey that we’ve all been talking about for the past month aired last night on OWN and her addictions was the big topic of conversation.

Not holding anything back, Oprah spent the majority of the interview listing off all of the past struggles that LiLo has encountered throughout the years, even asking her one blunt question: “Are you an addict?” Revealing that her drug of choice was alcohol and admitting she’s only done cocaine “10 to 15 times,” she did set the record straight on other drugs and how she’s never, ever shot anything into her body expect B12.

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After going to rehab six times, her recent 90-day stay at a rehab facility was something Lindsay just knew had to be done “Having all the chaos around me that I was so comfortable with – I somehow inside of me knew I wanted to go in jail,” she said. “I think that was subconsciously going on in my head through my actions… just to have some peace. I came into it just really craving more spirituality, really open and ready to get really honest.”

Even though Lindsay hasn’t had the easiest go and knows that it’ll take time to gain people’s trust again, she remains hopeful of the future. “I feel whole again,” she said. “I have such a desire to want to keep this feeling and stay this way, and I’m willing to do whatever it takes.”

What do you think about Lindsay’s interview with Oprah?

And do you think she’ll finally get her life back?