It’s hard to imagine how anyone could not love all the fame and fortune that being a part of a franchise like Twilight brings. I mean, thousands of people fawning all over you, hanging out with your celeb BFF’s like Katy Perry. What’s not to love? But Robert Pattinson admits that he had such a hard time dealing with the all attention that he even went into a state of depression early into the Twilight explosion.

“I went through a big time depression between 23 and 25, I couldn’t go where I wanted to go,” Rob told Premiere magazine. “I was in the tabloids every day and I didn’t have access to the roles I really wanted. I wanted more, on every level.”